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Post by Narcissa Lestrange on Dec 24, 2008 22:13:30 GMT
Sat on a bench in a near by park sat a lonely figure, Narcissa Lestrange. After everything she had been through she was now, alone. She soon would have a job at hogwarts but she wasn't sure really. She sighed as the wind wiped her long blond hair and she sat there watching the sunset behind the trees. She hadn't seen anyone from hogwarts in a long time which slightly upset her.
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Post by Heather Black on Dec 24, 2008 22:24:26 GMT
loneliness.
something heather clearly understood. without amy, she was nothing. amy was her best friend; her only friend. now heather had nobody to confide in. her one true friend was gone, most likely forever. heather just needed space now. time for everything to soak in. she wasn't digesting all this information too well. especially after the war, she had completely changed into a new person.
heather was walking through a spacious park in the muggle world and soon came across her older cousin narcissa, sitting alone on a bench. she slowly spproached her, not having spoken to her in a while. ''you been rejected by the world too?'' she asked, with a hint of sarcasm as she sat down beside her cousin. thats exactly how heather felt; rejected.
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Post by Narcissa Lestrange on Dec 24, 2008 22:32:23 GMT
It was quite sad actually, cissa remembers her 7th year like it was yesterday, she would be fighting with Endora over Matt and she remembers Danny as well, she always wanted to leave Hogwarts now, she wants to go back. She can't go back though, she has already started her future, that people said would be bright. Didn't look so bright now, she was sat on a park bench in the muggle world and was currently being shut out by the world, why her.
She sighed quietly and heard a familiar voice, was that, Heather? She felt confused and looked up seeing her cousin sit down next to her. She hadn't seen Heather in a while. There were so many questions she wanted to ask her, where had she been, how was she? but Heather looked as lonely as she did, so she did not bother with the questions for the time being.
Narcissa smiled, she could remember all the times with Heather, the good ones and the bad ones. "Seems my life mostly evolved around hogwarts" She said. "Now its gone, i don't no what i will do with my life, apart from shrivel up and die quietly with the world" It sounded sad and rather creepy, but that is how she felt at the moment.
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Post by Heather Black on Dec 24, 2008 22:39:46 GMT
heather put on a smile and a brave face when she looked at narcissa. despite not really being in the mood for anything right now, she was actually quite glad to see her. she hadn't really talked to anybody in a while. heather knew she was anti-social, but she didn't care. nobody did really. that was the truth. nobody cared. the threatening thoughts in her mind haunted her every night to the point where she could sleep as she was afraid of never wakening up. she had been scarred for life.
''it's good to see you cissa,'' she said quietly, listening to her cousin as she spoke about how all she wanted to do was to shrivel up and die. heather frown slightly. ''i know the feeling,'' she whispered, sighing deeply to herself. those torturous feelings beginning to ease their way back into heather's thoughts but she shook her head and looked at narcissa, trying to change the subject so as her mind wouldn't try to take control of her. ''so how've you been? in general?'' she asked, trying to conjure a conversation.
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Post by Narcissa Lestrange on Dec 24, 2008 22:48:23 GMT
Taking such a big step after hogwarts was quite challenging yet would or could be very rewarding. Narcissa felt very home sick at this time but she had no home, thoughts came flooding back of her younger years, the fights with Endora and of course Lucifer her dear wretched cousin, and the good times like her and Heather and cissa and Matt. Now Narcissa had to look after her family, and her son Jake, it was quite stressful indeed.
She took a deep breath. "Very stressful to be honest with you" She said rubbing her forehead. "I can feel the wrinkles forming now" She said with a slight chuckle, she would have to find some way to just relax and chill, if only she was 17 again, but those days were long gone now. "How are things with you?" She asked.
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Post by Heather Black on Dec 24, 2008 23:04:09 GMT
heather was quite surprised at how well she was doing. she hadn't talked properly to anybody in so long and she was speaking to narcissa now. all she relly needed was a friend since everyone she ever knew deserted her. was she really such a horrible person to be around? even danny, the person she loved the most with all her heart had left her. she missed artemis; her best friend above all besides amy. heather and artemis were like ducks to water; pretty much inseperable.
she looked up at narcissa as she said that she had been pretty stressed out lately. when she asked heather how she'd been, heather paused for a moment. she had been terrible. no, worse than terrible, if that was possible. but she lied straight through her teeth and replied, ''oh, i've been fine,'' even though she hadn't. heather was a good liar, but it was sometimes easy to tell when she wasn't being completely honest either. that was her flaw.
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Post by Narcissa Lestrange on Dec 24, 2008 23:11:06 GMT
ooc;; 49 minutes till Christmas,, just had to say it =]
Narcissa felt so lonely, like someone had looked her up and thrown away the key for someone to find and drop back on the floor. It was quite sad really, she had never felt like this really. now she did, and she just wished she could go back to her 1st year again, which wasn't really pleasant either but would of been better than sat on a park bench, She really didn't like this.
She looked at Heather, she thought different. "Come on Heather, I'm your cousin, i can tell when your lying, all grown can tell when kids lie" Did Narcissa just call herself and adult, that was the first. She never wanted to grow up, and now she was growing up, and very fast at that, she just wanted to slow down.
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Post by Heather Black on Dec 24, 2008 23:27:10 GMT
heather sighed deeply as narcissa knew she was lying, but she still tried to assure her that she was fine, despite the fact that she really wasn't. she didn't like people fussing over her and feeling sorry for her. she wanted to be independant because that's who she was inside, but nobody had ever accepted that. everybody had always done things for her instead of letting her do them herself.
''i'm alright, honestly,'' she said reassuringly. she could tell by narcissa's expression that she wasn't alright, and that being an adult must have been pretty tough. she had always wanted to grow up and see what it was like having all the responsibilities and being your own person, but now she just wanted to stay a child forever.
ooc;; 33 minutes. xD
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